Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Well the contracts are done! I have started Lupron so we are on our way :) I am so excited about getting started. At times it seems so far off, but I know that in just a few short weeks I will be transferring again. A transfer is the beginning of so many possibilities. it is an exciting, yet anxious time for everybody. Are we are are we not pregnant. I truly am hoping to get a BFP on this transfer. The RE that we are using is one that has gotten me pregnant 2 times in the past so I am very hopeful.

The IP's will be flying out from Australia next week so hopefully in a couple of weeks we can get together and meet face to face. We have spoken over the phone and emailed each other so it will be nice to put a face to the name.

I should be transferring between May 20-25th. I would like it to be May 20th, but of course I don't have any say in that!

Thursday, April 15, 2010

Almost

So I finally got a copy of my contract! YAY!!!!! My DH and I need to review it with the attorney, but it look pretty good so I don't think there will be too much of an issue.

I have a Doctor appt. on the the 21st of April to see how things are and if all is good I will start Lupron. I am getting very excited about starting again. Each time is just feels like so many things are possible. I really want to help this wonderful couple have a child or two. They have been so very nice and I know they are anxious to get started as I am. I also can't wait to meet them when we do the transfer. They are Australian but will be here for the transfer. It will be so nice to have them around. Sometimes when people are far away you don't get to see them that often. Not that is makes the journey less special, but it is nice to be able to talk face to face.

So on the home front things are going well. My oldest DS will be graduating College on May 19, 2010 and I am so excited. It just seems like yesterday he graduated H.S. and now college. It is so amazing to get to watch your kids grow and become adults. Sometimes is it painful, but for the most part it is worth every second and struggle being a parent.

My DD and I are getting along better and her living at her father's seems to be working out. I am upset that I keep getting blamed for everything. My Ex is getting remarried which is great, but the kids are having a hard time with it for they barely know this woman and she has kids. I know that it will be fine, but every time they don't like something it is my fault. I have board shoulders, but geezz can't I get a break. Oh well I guess that which does not kill you will make you stronger.