Well it is Monday! For better or worse the beginning for a new week. Of course I still driving myself crazy with the HPT testing and so far it is negative. Just having that stark white little square staring up and me is just so disheartening. It is like a blank sheet of paper looking at you when you know you have something to write. Of course I am not giving up hope for it has not even been a full 5 days since the transfer, but I have the patience of a 3 year old in a toy store. I WANT to see that beautiful +++++++++++++++++++++++++++ in that little white square!

My weekend was good other than the negative HPT's. Miss Mouth was at it again, but what else is new with that kids. She just knows more than me and is a better person than me. I know that someday this will be better, but for now it just sucks. I really want to have good relationship with my daughter, but for now I will have to settle for a good relationship with my sons.

I have some good things to look forward to this week. One being our fifth wedding anniversary on Oct 8Th. I am so excited. It is my husband's year to plan the evening for we trade off who plans the evenign. I know it is going to be great for my husband does a super job of finding places to go and L.A. has some fabulous restaurants and I love to eat so it is a win/win for me!

I am hoping that the next few days well bring some good news!!!!! Have a great Monday.